LonelySitlentAngel

Although how much I post and talk what happened in the country and world I live in, nobody listen, trust and believe me, outright said that all the truths I told, including the deaths of unarmed innocent Buddhist monks and people in southern borders, are "conspiracy theories" and lies out of Islamophobia, and hate me instead due to telling the truths that maybe painful to them..... If how I and my group come out to the defense of my country, protects Buddhism from menace and danger, if our defense, protection and patriotism of our country, Buddhism and Thai king that we are going to do the same way like our ancestors came out to protect these, are now became the "evil cruelty and atrocity" to your minds who didn't know our past and situation, and didn't know your own past. If the way I and we come out to the defense of my country and to protects Buddhism, it's now turned into the "evil demons" in your hearts and minds, like those you guys see and view Burma as evil. Even though you guys and your leaders used much more brutal violence to create millions of bad things and atrocities more than our own. So then I permit would like to become a demon in your views and beliefs that you guys believe, but a be truthful demon in order to bring back the "justice" and "peace" to return to this flawed blind world! I refusing and never to bow down to your false, tyrannical evil god you called Yahweh/Allah, its Abrahamic (Judaism, Christianity, and Islam) religions, its influence and its Double standards. If I would be dreaded, irritated, hated, prejudiced and loathed by the whole world and most human people for my whole lifetime, I accept. If the most people had be prejudiced against me and our defense of Buddhism from Double standards, I accept. If I must die, I accept. My life can be dead. But the age of Buddhism in the present life of this Kalpa eon are still can't die! You guys come to ridicule and mocking the heart of our Buddhist people like we're the toys and lifeless cannon fodder to you. Laugh at the tragic past and real sadly stories of other people like it's a normal matter to you. That's happy, pleasant, good feeling to you all?
Making largess and giving, Make merits, be charitable, to create selflessness and charity, had caring and compassion feeling to all others and all beings, make good deeds, harmless and unarmed, to maintain the 5 precepts & 8 precepts, to meditate Insight, mindfulness, make meditation, practice meditation, and preserving Buddhism, "equal as" a threat to the national security, as a threat to the power of the government & rulers, as the terrorists and rebels. Kill people of other different beliefs and views and differ from their own, Killing life, Killing the life of people who rejecting faith in God and those murderers has go to heaven, Confess your sins in order to clear your sins and continue to do sins anew, Take others' treasures and possessions by claims it's their rights because God create it all for them only, Boom or explode and blow up the Thai southern borders for 13 years, Make the Southern people are suffer and difficult to living, Make the Southern people living with fear, terror, despair and hate, "equal as" the righteous good promoters, ones who create a situation and creators of the world political stream, only incendiaries and firebrands, the good guys with the righteous power?...... What happened to the World and human population in these days.....

Nice. But, in Buddhism, we have taught many greater numbers of these matters in the greater and universal scope. This is like a child and teenager knowledge in compared to all the Lord Buddha's Dharma teachings, deepest knowledges, and supreme potential of wisdom and freedom within every humans and all beings. Faith in God is a true ignorant dumbass ones. No faith in any God, living the life in the Middle Way and practice you guys in a way of life according to Dharma are a true greatest thing and best life. Don't believe in that a fucking Torah/Bible/Koran/Quran of a fictional invisible wizard on the sky, it is truly nonsense and unreasonable, it doesn't cause any happiness nor happier life, only causes more and more negatively influence and suffering around the world. 
The world is a globe, not a flat. I'm Buddhist nontheist (nontheistic religion and philosophy), and most people who was Abrahamic religions' members (Judaism, Christianity and Islam) are so blinded, weak, corrupted, ignorant and submissive slaves enough to let their own wrong view, deeply ignorance and Kleshas spiritual mental defilements get the best of and overcome their mind, actions and lives in a current life. Blindly praise and worship a most unpleasant fictional character in all fictions, a bitter, megalomaniac, egomaniac, egotistical, selfish, angry, tyrannical, unemotional, uncaring, hateful, power-crazy, wrathful, spiteful, vindictive, monstrous, terrifying, cruelest, unforgiving, stern, unsmiling, serious, callous, cold, heartless, unfeeling, indifferent, apathetic, mad, insane, unwise, misguided, mistaken, misled, deluding, delusive, mental blinded, corrupt, arrogant, bloodthirsty, jealous old man god. 
Lionize, encourage and promotes the spiritual ignorance, slavery, blind faith, blind obedience, blind worship, terror, fear, submission, cycles of hatred and vengeance, ego, desire, religious tyranny, bloodthirstiness, callousness, mercilessness, lack of fear, lack of empathy, misogyny, sadism, cannibalism, unreasonableness, absurdity, nonsense unfairness, mumbo jumbo belief, one-sided truth, double standards, delusion, bloods, deaths, human & animal sacrifices, arrogance, bigotry, dogmatism, fanaticism, extremism, madness, insanity, mania, lunacy, megalomania, intolerance, deceitfulness, guile, deception, manipulation, blatant lies, obsession, indifference, apathy, emotionlessness, spiritual blindness, drunk on power, contempt, disdain, scorn, abusive remark, snide, insult, holier than thou/self-righteous belief, mockery, mocking, too much positive worldview (idealism/idealistic/optimism catalyst), too much negative worldview (cynicism/cynical/pessimism catalyst), cruelty, atrocity, brutality, violence, persecution, moral monstrosity, torments, anti-humanity, anti-homosexual, and many more. Great flood, disasters, catastrophes, act of God, wrath of God, cataclysm, calamity, troubles, pains, suffering, misery, unhappiness, laugh at tragic sad stories of other people, genocides, omnicide, Sharia law, tyrannical religious divine law, killing, murdering, rapes, steal, sex abuse, abuses, child abuse, abuse of power, abuse of authority, plagues, religious holy wars, conflicts, 9 Crusades, endless Jihad, misanthropy, misanthrope, oppression and etc. are all holy good things? 
While discredit, demonize and dehumanizing Buddhism, Lord Buddha, enlightenment, real experiences, spiritual intelligence, spiritual enlightenment, spiritual knowledge, spiritual awakening/awareness, all other gods, science, wisdom, knowledge, liberation, inner peace, freedom, choice and all other beliefs. Discourage and traumatize seeking the truth, meditation and true knowledge of life. That's a true unfairness and not justice nor righteousness! Everything, everyone and all beings are under the Law of Karma, Three marks of existence and Samsara. All life are judge by the actions and deeds of themselves according to the Law of Karma, a universal natural Law of actions and it's consequences, law of cause and effect. All actions either through the body, speech and mind, are always had consequences. Not judge and according to the Law of Faith/Belief in any God nor the whim of God, lawmakers, lawgivers, legislators, and any one who make the law in the world. What happened to the whole world in present days? Debate and debunk all other gods, nobody pissed off and lose mind. But when debate and debunk to Yahweh/Allah the Abrahamic Jealous God and its propehts, Moses, Jesus, Muhammad, everyone and everybody around the world pissed off and loses their mind. Worse than Make-believe its Man-ipulation. 
Subtle body (spiritual, mental, astral body) exists and is real. But it's so extremely subtle, very very subtle, esoteric, elaborate, neat, delicate and sophisticated bodies, appearances or forms. A normal normal human eyes (naked eyes/physical eyes) cannot see them for most times, because their bodies are so invisible to humans' eyes due to the subtle, subtly difference of our and their appearances or forms that so very subtle different, and due to the different dimensions/realms we and they live in. Human's bodies are a fleshy, carnal, corporal, anatomic, physical, and normal "flesh and blood" forms with atom and made of simple matter. Whereas the subtle bodies of invisible sentient beings are more like that it made of a spiritual, aether pure energy, special matters (substances/materials), or special extra another "flesh and blood" that so different of our own so much that make them are invisible things to us, rather than simple atom or flesh human body like us. These other-dimensional beings (non-physical entities, creatures, individuals, life forms, figures) aka the subtle bodies including devas (deities or gods and their angels/servants), demons, fairies, sprites, spirits, ghosts, Naraka hell beings, and many more that aren't humans nor animals. Atoms 4.6%, or the Ordinary Matter are including humans ourselves, planets, plants, animals, and objects that can see by a naked eyes. The Dark Matter, or I should call it the "Transparent Matter/Material", a mysterious special matter and material that had 23% in the universe and had the Dark Matter Halo that surround in any galaxies at the entire universe, those matters are these subtle bodies (invisible sentient beings) themselves. The hidden Dark Matter in fact are the really hidden, invisible beings. Compare between Buddhism's teachings and Science's discovery. The information from science can said that in any galaxies, there had been the Ordinary Matter (humans, planets, plants, animals, and simple normal objects) around just 10%, and the hidden Dark Matter/Transparent Matter around 90%. The information from Buddhism said that in any "Cakravada" (galaxies) of the entire "Loka-dhatu" (a whole universe in science sense), there had including 4 types of ArupaBrahma, 16 of RupaBrahma, 6 of Devata/Gods, 1 of Manussa humanity, Tiracchana animal, Petra hungry ghosts, Asura-kaya painful monsters, and 8 of hell beings, totally amount as 38 categories of main sentient beings. Consider further that the Ordinary Matter aka simple, normal visible living beings are include of humans and animals, just two types, so there are that Dark Matter/Transparent Matter aka extra, hidden invisible living beings left around 36 categories in the entire Samsara/Trailokya. Calculate in percentage can says that the Ordinary Matter (visible sentient beings) are around just 5%, and Dark Matter (invisible sentient beings) are around 95%. However, if consider particular of only Kama-dhatu realms, which including 6 of Devata/Gods, 1 of Manussa humanity, Tiracchana animal, Petra hungry ghosts, Asura-kaya painful monsters, and 8 of hell beings, totally amount as 18 types. Manussa humans and Tiracchana animals that are the visible beings that can be see as just two types, so other invisible beings are around 16 categories left. So tf you calculate in percentage can says that the Ordinary Matter (visible sentient beings) are around 11%, and Dark Matter (invisible sentient beings) are around 89% of all beings. The Trailokya, or the three spheres, three main realms of existence, are the dimensions in the science theories. Heavens and hells, are the extra-dimensional realms that aren't human world. Both of these realms exists in other dimensions that different from our own, it's not exist in the sky of the Earth, nor under the ground of the Earth, nor exists on other planets as well. I says I and most, or many practical Buddhists and Buddhist monks deny to the faith & existence of a only one creator God (Jehovah/Yahweh/Allah) and deny its power/miracles, but that isn't mean that we deny the existence of many other deities, mythical creatures, magical and supernatural beings. They may be possible exist, or nonexistent. "Something that you guys or humans can't and didn't see and aware of them, it don't mean that those all things do not exists." 
Another reason why we cannot see the invisible sentient beings that aren't humans or animals: It's because they're living in other dimensions or different light wave of light wavelength and electromagnetic radiation (electromagnetic spectrum/electromagnetic waves) that isn't a visible light as we see. Such as the first and second heavens above the Mount Meru and a Preta Asurakaya realms under the Mount Meru, we cannot saw them because they may be in other different wavelength such as Infrared etc., so that isn't a strange matter that why we cannot see it. And other parts that was "invisible" or don't exists in any waves of electromagnetic radiation, or known as "the hidden realms/worlds", some are the higher dimensions and some are the lower dimensions, such as the more higher heavens that above the second heaven/paradise (second heaven where Indra dwells) till the highest realms of ArupaBrahma, and the more lower hells that below the underworld realms under the Mount Meru till the deepest hell named "Avici-MahaNaraka", and "Lokanta-MahaNaraka" a special site of hell that exists outside the edge of three galaxies. These hidden realms/worlds can says that they are the "extradimensional realms", or the other dimensions that more higher beyond and more lower than  our own spacetime [three-dimensions/three-dimensional space (length, breadth, and depth or width + length + height) and another dimension/four-dimensional continuum of time (period of time/timeline)] in human world and galaxy brane, those branes of extra other-dimensions are the habitations of other different forms of sentient beings (life forms) that so differ from where we know and familiar.
Just saying the truth guys. Nice video.
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The list of 5 steps how to turn me (and maybe some group of people) from a polite, kind, generous, forgiving, positive, cheerful, caring, happy, hopeful, optimistic boy into a angry, vengeful, revengeful, unforgiving, negative, cynical, cold, depressed, hopeless, pessimistic teenager like now:
1. [Sep. 2001] - My mother's relatives were killed at the World Trade Center in the September 11 attacks aka 9/11, killed by a series of four coordinated terrorist attacks by the Islamic terrorist group al-Qaeda, an militant Islamic extremist, terrorist, fundamentalist group. The attacks of this mass murder killed 2,996 people, injured over 6,000 others, and caused at least $10 billion in infrastructure and property damage. That time I'm too young to noticed this, many years later I'm learn this truth, one of said relatives is the one who has raise me when I'm still a baby along with my mom's bring up....Since that time, I'm enraged and hate all extremism of Monotheism-themed religions, especially Islam, and I swear to revenge for them, whose dead by all of religious fanatics' deeds.
2. [Jun. 2016] - My mom divorce with my dad, when I'm still a 16 years old.... Most dark, lifeless and mental breaking shock in my life. It's costs of almost all of my innocent and kind hearted traits.. Turn me into depressed and heartbroken one for long time.
3. [? (forget the month) 2016 / 2001 to present days] - Either Wat Phra Dhammakaya, their most respected abbot and Buddhism in Thailand were destroy, ruin and discredit alike for very long time, while another monotheistic religion from the desert Middle East were lionized and rise up to power with all supports from Thai government. Blame, incriminate, contempt, disdain only the Buddhism and this Wat in the negative propaganda run by government, society and all the Thai media or most of them. Buddhism and Wat were discredited and dishonored by Thai authorities with their all kinds of way, including most media, lie, propaganda, hate, fear, deception and society criticism, seek to destroy us only. In while the truths and true stories of the South Thailand insurgency/terrorism were covered. Thai media don't spread these news at all. Thai authorities has concealed truths for two decades (15 - 20 years) from the eyes of Thai society. Why they must conceal it? If they're wholeheartedly righteous government, why, why are they silent and ignore of these suffering and conflict? Why are they ban foreign media and its reporters/representatives for investigate these news of Wat and conflict in Thailand? Thai media never reveal, show and discover the truths and real positive side of this Wat temple and of Buddhism to the society at large, they just only blame, abuse, weaken, contempt, and criticize them with more and more negative influence from Thai media and government's claim, claim falsely that they're wrong without reason. While Thai government support only one religion of so-called only one true God with full-scale production, promotion, encouragement, incitement, powers and authority in Thailand.
4. [Dec. 2017] - My childhood cartoon series' return, Code Lyoko Rebirth project were Canceled. It’s a shame and lie under a nice discussion of promote... Breaking my heart enough that make me and the series go to the sense of some hopelessness....
5. [Dec. 2017, a same year of Code Lyoko Rebirth canceled..] - Star Wars: Episode VIII - The Last Jedi ruin Star Wars franchise. Kill many important characters for nonsense, petty and selfish logic. Kill Admiral Ackbar; Turn Princess/General Leia Organa into "Super Leia" (Superman of Star Wars' version); Kill the most mysterious evil Supreme Leader Snoke, ultimately a all powerful, emotionless, evil, calm, cold, unemotional, abusive, cynical, stoical, tyrannical ruler with no backstory; And most disappointed, ruin Luke Skywalker, turn an legendary, optimistic, idealistic, hopeful Jedi Knight now Jedi Master into an cynical, depressed, gloomy, hopeless and pessimistic old man as we see. And after that, kill Luke by sacrifice scene with claim of "the Force kill Luke."................ "Rian Johnson equals Ruin Johnson"......
For all these reasons above, it make me loss of innocence, and also make me more and more negative. Now, I'm loss of hope and faith in some parts of humanity in this world, and lost of faith in this world's so-called justice and fairness as well..... F-ck you tyrants and evil God!

"Don't believe in anything until you experienced." by The Buddha. All beings have their own individual minds. Different people have their own different views. it is impossible to make them all think aike, or have same view and ideal. Just as the earth cannot be leveled, so humans cannot all be made the same.
This world we all lives is the world of difference. There have many types of people, and different views. They have right to believe in their views. But no right to made all humans the same view. 5-6 years ago. Once I was just only a one noob with starting to watch the games, videos of popular gamers, SFMers, Gmoders. And playing the game like other normal kids do. Have their favorite idols. However, all of my dreams of these popular, professional SFM or Gmod gamers, first time I think they all are the perfect, cool guys with computer skills. Doing the fun in order to make the viewers like me watch with happiness... But now..All I see when I'm more 16-18 years old teenage, all I see are the lies, nonsense words, hatred, conflicts between professional gamers who throw the shit words each others. I think in every days in my childhood, they're nice! They're cool. I want to become like them or being better than them all. Now, I lost and abandon all hope and good positive ideas of you all. The good, skilled and professional SFM, TF2 and Gmod gamers, acts like the man child who acts like also the child who decline to grown-up, while most of them are now mature adults... Stop these all conflicts. No matter how they're any race, species, nation, religion and etc. We all are humans... You both and all other gamers, SFMers or Gmoders ever think about this? All happily gamers I saw in the past, now they're gone and die, replaced by their new selves filled with selfish desire, hatred, delusion. Throw their views at its extreme each other while care not the results of it in future to next generations... You all make me, just a one unskilled boy very disappointed of how to become great gamers and know the truth behind the scenes....
Shadow, to you. Yes, you maybe now changed,  and not racist like he said. But you're have not right to caused more conflicts, which make it more worse. All of this matter Toxic want to you are "Apologize" for the actions you make to him in the past. It's too much bad? I don't know how you and him have conflict in the past, but if you're now changed as another self that more better, you should forget all of your past self caused to everyone. Pardon yourself and others, its bad karma effects then will be more subtle. Please, Can you make this to me. It's only ask I want to you. Revenge is not the good thing. Metaphorical like you kill someone as revenge for they kill your lovers. But in the other hand. The lovers of the killers have vengeful to you, by unknown your causes. Then they will kill you as in return. As the endless cycle of suffering. It have never be the good thing, even It's make you feeling good or better.. Please, I ask. Apologize him and stop this, even after this you both are no longer friends..
To you too, Toxic. Even you're the only professtional Gmoder I ask the questions and praise you as one of my masters. But please, stop your wrath. You let it control the best of you. The real Toxic I know is the orderly, nice, honorable, wisely, righteous, determine and good person. You must master your own mind and emotions. Do no let the bad mind and emotions control of you and your life. Believe me, I have the same solution, where I have conflict with my best friends, because of my own anger and selfishness, after that I'm become so alone guy, no ones want to be friends with me anymore...I let my hatred control me, and now its results have affect to me and my whole life... Too much cling with the past cannot save anything be better. Too much extreme attach in the past cannot make you're happy. It's always make you much more suffering from your own irrelevant information and revenge. Stop your hatred before It control your life. The life as humans and reborn as human beings are the very rare things. Too many Kalpa that you will can reborn as humans again. Being the humans just like the horns of cow, but beings other types of sentient beings, are like the cow's all wools...You both are now adults, more even higher than me though. Shadow, you're 21, and Toxic, maybe 20-22. Why you still do the bad thing at others... The events in the past cannot be fix. But only thing you still can while alive are good making. Even all SFM, Gmod, TF2 and other artists will using any of profile as supernatural beings, as their online avatar. But it's still have the only thing that cannot remove..."We all still are reallly humans." Not the fictional entities we create. Real life is differ from our fictional worlds, Shadow, Toxix. Even you will escape it as 100 years, when you wake up, you still your face in mirror, just as the humans. 
Our humans cannot be eternal, unchanging or immortal, even gods though. No one cannot escape the death, our life is short. Even you use any of your supernatural powers. You still cannot defeat the birth, aged, suffering and death, and rebirth. Why you both just do the good things to the public and your life, do the good to your lovers, your family, and praise your parents, which it's more better than conflicts and hatred each other throughout your lives instead? Do the good to make the people remember your good and loving deeds. Not do the bad to make the people in future revile your impure actions. Not let the inner evil take over your mind. Control and refrain it. Before It control of your life forever instead. No any God or gods create humans and their sins. But their own minds that filled with greed, hatred, anger, desire, delusion and arrogance of humans itself that cause the conflicts of human race. Not come from the nonexistent Supreme God anyway. 
I don't know you will read my words or not. But all I care is you both apologize each other and end with the peace talking before separate... This is only thing I ask to you both...The real enemy of humans are not the humans or other entities each other. It's every life's own minds that filled with Kleshas that cause the humans fight each other endlessly... I hoped my all judgement inspired by Buddha's Dharma will make you both more calm down....